the front-end in the foreskin of the penis as a child, I long have lumps the size of a grain of soybean, bulging, and hard. I don’t think there is anything wrong with before, thought it was normal, with little attention, it has become my go to junior high school of the broken heart. Because the boys in the class are often in the toilets, that thing that their penis growth well, and my penis in front of a small hill, although it did not affect the development of penile, but like the eye can’t hide in the sand, and made me feel very uncomfortable.
in particular, I feel inferior, always consciously so that no one else sees his penis, let alone bathe together, and even lounge to go alone to the toilet or go to a toilet is far away from the classroom to solve the problem. Then I’m afraid this reject what is near at hand and seek what is far away was suspected, and less easy to drink water in order to reduce the number of times. This matter, I do not have the nerve to tell parents. A big boy with his parents to talk about this, many face.
in the midst of depression I’ve had lasted three years. One day, I am reminded to find that the small bean grew up in! And always a little itch. I messed up clue: Oh dear, not cancer, right? The days I am appalled, awake at night. I’m looking for ways to try to make it go away: squeezing, trying to pinch the egg to break it, but it’s very hard, like a small stone, sliding slippery; disinfectant wipe, and PI Yan ping sth On methods so that I can think of.
high school summer vacation, I was suffering, unable to move. I don’t know where it is a monster, textbooks are the physical health is I turn rotten, without finding the answer. I certainly feel fear, just like a know that suffered from severe but no medicine can save patients waiting to die. Go to bed every night, I hid in the House, with a complex mood with flashlights to watch it for a long time.
it is just like dumplings, is wrapped in a thin layer of skin. A few days later, I came up with a brilliant idea: with a razor blade cut the skins, and peas from the inside out. I know it’s going to hurt, really have no choice. As for bleeding, is very simple, or gauze wrapped the wound, or just let it flow, because sometimes my fingers after bleeding before long will automatically stop bleeding, presumably does not flow too long.
I proud of my ideas, and actively make preparation for blade, alcohol, gauze, cotton balls all have In order to prevent pain and crying out, I found a small round wood, ready to bite at a crucial time in the mouth to alleviate suffering sth Think about Guan Yu can shave bones heal, what my flesh wound? that time, how to implement the plan takes up every cell of my brain. These things in my drawer, every night I open
but I had been indecisive, because I find it hard to face out the blood of the speed surge, afraid to own bewildering last cannot be ended. Later, ran into a fight in the street, beaten the scene frightened me, I didn’t have the heart operated on their own anymore sth
planned abortion gave me a blow, I even thought of suicide to unlock troubled death pays no debt. Later on television heard saying: even the dead . are not afraid, afraid of what? yeah, anyway, is dead, dead horse when the horse hospital. I went into the hospital, because the small yellow soybeans in nonstop growth, and I’m about to face a new semester, students again sth
after doctors said that just a subcutaneous lipomas, surgery can be used to clear out, a very small operation, do not worry about sth A big rock fell from the heart. The third day I was lying on the operating table. After an hour when I sat up again, watching the penis by gauze wrapped up, worries of the past few years dispelled.
when I am told doctors the previous plan, he said, Yes, good coverage, but fortunately you do not implement. Doing that might cause wound infections. And abnormal healing of wounds cause penis stretching difficult, subsequent marriage caused great impact especially gauze tightly wrapped around the penis could well have for a long time due to ischemia and necrosis of the penis!